MissKTB

Slave N's Diary

Slave N is expected to report on any activities and thoughts in this section.

27th June 2024
It's been a while since the last post, today I am writing at the instruction of Miss Katy B while my cock is being electrically stimulated.
Todays session began with Miss Katy B at work, me home and my being told by WhatsApp to remove all hair from my cock, balls and butt - with a razor!
This I managed but I wait for Miss Katy B to return home and no doubt insist upon inspection.
Following my depilation I have had to put on my latex mask and then endure inserting 10 needles into myself - Miss Katy B kindly gave me a choice of nipples or cock and for each one I had to send a picture along with a secret, desire, confession, pledge or promise.
This has results were;
1. A promise to devote myself to her.
2. A desire to be cruelly treated by her.
3. A pledge to try my hardest to please her & to accept punishments should I not meet expectations.
4. A desire to be made to do the most scary things.
5. Secretly wanting to be tied up in a public place at night, with a risk of being caught.
6. A confession to having tried to do this myself but always making it too easy to escape.
7. A pldge to always do as Miss Katy B wishes.
8. Secretly wanking from time to time dreaming that Miss Katy B would be alternately teasing, then torturing, then humilating me.
9. A desire to one day be wrapped and then Duct taped with just my cock exposed and for Miss Katy B to play with me as and when she chooses.
10. A desire to be placed in chastity with the timer lock set to whatever length Miss Katy B chooses.

After this, I was instructed to remove the needles from my cock and to then edge for 1 minute followed by 30 seconds of paddling the head of my penis. This went on for 10 minutes.
Eventually my ordeal was over - at least for a brief while.
Miss Katy B messaged and said I could take a break outside, naked, needles still through my nipples and wearing my mask.
Despite the clear risk of being seen I was glad of the break, unfortunately for me I hadn't accounted for the hot sun and a black latex mask. I had to ask to go back inside which Miss KTB agreed to - the penalty though 5 minutes of the wand on my already tender cock head.
This I managed before Miss KTB messaged me with this latest instruction.
To say it's hard to concentrate with electrcity running through your cock is an understatement!!
And to make matters worse, Miss KTB has been messaging me asking my preference for a fuck or a deep throat.
At this particular moment I would settle for the deep throat.
Apparently though my reason why hasn't been satisfactorily explained.
Perhaps when Miss Katy B reads this she will accept my lame response to her.
She is now asking me to beg for whichever I want the most and it could be mine - if she feels so inclined.
Miss Katy B:
I beg to be fucked by you or sucked by you in any way you see fit. 
My sole desire and purpose is to make you happy.
It may be that you want to have me wear the penis gag so that you may fuck that while teasing me with your tongue.
It may be that you want me to fuck you so hard and so deep that you're sore for days.
It may be that you want me to lick and suck you to a good enough outcome that I even warrant anything done for me.
You Miss KTB are the sole reason for any sexual gratification I might want or desire.
You are the one that can control if or when that might happen.
You should be the one that deicdes how xxx


1st April 2024
With time and illness getting the better of both of us, Miss Katy B was intent on making up for lost time.
The day began early with her wanking and denying me and then making me bring her to orgasm in the knowledge that I would be denied such pleasure.
I was wrong  however, as I was then allowed to make love to my beautiful mistress.
Not content with the mornings love and lust, numerous messages throughout the day left me in no doubt that the evening was going to be very uncomfortable, very scary and quite possibly very frustrating.

Evening arrived and as I showered Miss Katy B organised my attire for the evening:
Sissy Pants
Butt Plug
One of her tops
All under jeans and a thin sweater.
Miss Katy B was wearing her new zip-through pvc leggings - somehow I knew I wouldn't get the opportunity to unzip her. I would just have to hope she would take it upon herself to at some point.
We went to our local for a couple of drinks, where she took great delight in telling me her top was visible under the sweater. Who else would've noticed I wondered?
Back home, I was told to remove the outerwear and to now put on my stiletto boots.
After a few photos (see the gallery), Miss Katy B teased my cock through my sissy pants and then announced I was to walk out into the high street and pick her some spring flowers.
OMG, I was going to have to go out in public in the most lurid attire. Not only that, it was my own neighbourhood.
Nervously I made my way out to the road, teetering on my 6 inch heels.
I peeked nervously up and down the high street and all looked clear.
The nearest flowers were some 5yds away from any kind of cover, so I made my way to them as quickly as I could.
Just as I started picking the flowers I heard a car approaching. I quickly got back to where I couldn't be seen just as the car went past.
My heart racing, I went back and pick a few more flowers before returning them to Miss Katy B.
In spite of her gratitude she wasnt done yet.
After a cigarette each (me standing outside for anyone to see again), I was told to make my way to the bedroom.
While I'd been out getting the flowers, Miss Katy B had been preparing her next bit of fun.
On the bed was my leather hood which I was immediately told to put on.
Miss Katy B tied the laces, tight enough for me to know it wouldn't be coming off soon.
Next my wrists were cuffed and then shackled to the headboard.
The hood was zipped at the front and then the torment began.
I was in complete darkness, unable to use my hands as Miss Katy B first got me hard by rubbing my cockhead against her now unzipped pussy. She has now figured that not only does it drive me mad with frustration but it is also a great means for her to easily orgasm.
That she did and then immediately stopped leaving me soaked in her juices and very very frustrated.
Unable to see what was next, the heat of melted wax on my cock quickly made me realise that tonight was going to be excruiating in every sense of the word.
The wax was also dripped on my belly and nipples before her soft hand was back on my cock and wanking me. I'd gone from hard to soft to hard again in about a minute!
At this point Miss Katy B mounted herself on my throbbing cock and then proceeded to fuck me.
Not content with my need to just let her fuck me, she then unzipped the front of my hood and offered her nipple to my mouth. I sucked it in wantonly, she then lowered herself completely over my mouth and nose.
There I was suffocating in the most glorious way and being fucked at the same time.
This went on for what seemed like forever, long enough for Miss Katy B to orgasm at least another three times, but never long enough for me to achieve what I so desperately wanted.
Eventually she climbed off me, zipped the hood back up and left me for a cigarette.
Upon her return I was unshackled momentarily and made to lie on my front. Once locked in place my butt was paddled and pinwheeled. My back and legs also got the pinwheel - I hate that thing!
Miss Katy B eventually decided that was enough for tonight, untied me, removed the hood and went to sleep.
Yet again I was left with no orgasm, but at least I had the opportunity to reflect on what a fabulous, scary, thrilling, tormenting evening I'd had.

15th February 2024
I think today can count as one of the most extreme days with Miss KTB!
It all started with me arriving to pick up Miss KTB wearing my 6" thigh length boots.
I'll never criticise women trying to drive in heels again!!!!
After a cheeky meal out it was back home where Miss KTB immediately set about making my afternoon most beautifully uncomfortable.
I had my leather hood fitted along with collar and nipple clamps then was made to kneel nearly all afternoon with wrapped arms and legs while Mistress set about teasing and torturing me.
One minute I was being gloriously wanked, the next having my butt paddled.
This was also interspersed with her use of the pinwheel, being made to bend over and lick her wonderful clitoris and then just being used as her personal footrest.
Sadly the time passed far too quickly, I just hope that more of the same may come my way very very soon.
I adore the fact that Miss KTB can do as she pleases with me.


11th February 2024
It's been a relatively quiet week apart from one evening being hooded and wrapped with my boots on and then having my butt beaten.
The hardest thing was trying to keep my balance in 6" heels while completely immobile and having to endure Miss KTB beating me.
Eventually I was allowed to lay on the bed but my torment wasn't over.
What followed was around 2 hours of cock torment before Miss KTB tied my wrists to the head of the bed and left me for the night bound, wrapped and extremely frustrated.
I was eventually able to free myself in the early hours of the morning though Miss KTB is not happy about it and has threatened retribution.
That may well have already begun as having put myself into chastity yesterday afternoon, here I am writing, still chastised.
Who knows what awaits me!

3rd February 2024
Well last night was pretty intense.
Miss KTB had intimated that there may be some "fun", so I dressed for the possible occasion in my high heels and garter thong.
I wasn't disappointed (yet) as Miss KTB first wrapped my hands and then my head before wrapping the two together.
My booted feet were then attached to the end of the bed making any movement nigh on impossible.
There was then over 2 hours of tease and torment as Miss KTB switched between wanking, palming, pinching slapping and paddling of my cock.
This along with the occasional scratch of her nails on my torso, tugging and twisting of my nipples and paddling to my thighs left me constantly in a state of pain and pleasure.
What I hadn't anticipated was then being left unpleasured and still bound when Miss KTB went to sleep.
I eventually managed to extricate myself from my binds and too went to sleep.
I have, however, already been questioned as to why when Miss KTB awoke this morning, I wasn't still wrapped?
I fear there may be ramifications to this.
I have tried to make things better for Mistress by giving her an orgasm, but may have messed things up as she has suggested that there may have been a role reversal without permission.
 

30th January 2024
A hectic last week or so with our daily life and work getting in the way, Miss KTB even had to work on her birthday.
I'm sure her boss is going to be made to suffer for that.
Who's her boss I hear you ask? Well that'll be me!!
I hope to have reprieved myself somewhat with the gifts I gave her, though a reciprocating appointment with the piercing needle probably won't help my cause!!!
February is almost upon us and in theory it should be a quieter month for us both. Time for less work and more play I hope!

19th January 2024
A special day today being my birthday.
I wonder if Miss KTB has forgiven me for being tired the other night?
I wonder if she will forgive me for going out without her on my birthday?
I hope not!!

 

17th January 2024
Today I had my first nipple piercing. I was asked whether I'd prefer a bar or ring with the bar being more comfortable. 
Miss KTB of course insisted on the ring!!
So far so good - a little tender but nothing more.
No doubt I will be getting the other nipple done in due course and I expect to be told that it won't end there.
Secretly, the thought of piercing or tattoos purely for the enjoyment of Miss KTB is quite thrilling.
I hope she might come up with something I'd be intensely proud to wear for her but would find utterly embarrassing if anyone else was to see.
This evening we went out for a fabulous meal.
Sadly Miss KTB wasn't able to wear her new boots as her feet are sore. Nevertheless, she looked as wonderful as ever.
Even more sadly for her was the fact that I was too tired for any post meal activities. I have a feeling I may come to seriously regret that!

 

15th Jan 2024
Last night, with Miss KTB feeling unwell, I thought it would be an early night.
As is the norm Miss KTB settled in bed with my cock in her grasp.
Nothing out of the ordinary so far until Miss KTB started rubbing my cockhead. This continued for at least half an hour with her sixth sense working perfectly each time I thought orgasm was near and her stopping abruptly.
Feeling more than a little frustrated I returned the pleasure, caressing and teasing her clit to orgasm in the hope that reciprocation or the chance to fuck would follow, but no, my ministrations had left her tired and she went to sleep.
I mentioned Miss KTB's amazing sixth sense, how did she know that one of my dreams is to be teased and frustrated not just for a short while, not just for a day even, but kept on edge for days at a time.
Perhaps she has already sensed it, but how wonderfully tormenting would it be to be teased numerous times and then perhaps to be placed in chastity or be bound and unable to find relief in any way?
What if I was teased and orgasmed without permission?
What would the consequence be? Severe I'm sure.

Miss KTB has told me that I am to have my nipple pierced for my birthday.
I'm hoping she will decide for me how large a piercing and what  jewellery will adorn my nipple. It's a shame finances won't allow both nipples to be done, the thought of perhaps being tied on tiptoe by my nipples and then spanked or whipped with no way of moving is excrutiatingly wonderful!

We are out for a meal for my birthday. I have bought new boots for Miss KTB to wear. I can't wait to see her in them along with the short skirt and bodysuit. She is going to look fabulous.
I wonder what I must wear for her. She jokingly suggested my sissy pants and 6 inch thigh high boots. The pants no problem, but I'm just not brave enough to go public as a sissy. Maybe one day or maybe I may be forced.
I guess, as Miss KTB always pushes my boundaries, whatever I wear will either be uncomfortable or slightly embarrassing.